I Miss her

Sometimes I think I am really stupid missing her. I know she is married and there is no point in thinking about her. God damn it! Why did u make me so dull. I am in such a brink of a situation dat i seriously have nothing to think except my career. Let me win some day!

Life Just Goes On!

Well, today i feel really sad. Its not new for me to feel sad though. I have been feeling this way a lot. Recently fortunately or unfortunately sadness is the only thing which keeps coming up with me. I feel no body likes me or atleast the people whom I love the most dont like me. Why did god make me like this? Well yeah I know I am becoming an athiest now days. Belief in him is simply vanishing.

So I sit here writing down what I wanna be and what I am now. Well I wanna be a normal guy but I am not. Why? God only knows!! I miss my frnds and I feel they simply vanishing. I feel I am lonely. Loneliness and only that.

I have set a goal. Hope I reach it somehow.

May God Bless Me!!