I am writing again!

Wow! I am writing again after a long time. Its funny though that I write every time a girl crosses my life.

It's really mixed emotions. I feel both happy and sad. Happy because I spoke to Sonam. O! I forgot to tell you who this Sonam is! She is a new joiner and she looks ok. But somehow I had this big crush on her and I never had the guts to speak to her. Well I never wanted to talk to her until one day.

It's filmy but you have to believe what happened between us is not just filmy but also romantic. At least from my perspective. LOLs. We used to exchange looks and I always had this feeling that she used to stare at me. I always felt looking at her was bad and it's not good for her to notice my naughty looks. But one day I did speak to her.

We both came to office at the same time and both of us were frisked by the security. I went behind her still not knowing what to talk. Then I remembered the book I saw on her desk. It was really the only thing I could talk to her about. So I encouraged myself and said a hi to her. Then I asked her about the book she had and just introduced myself.

Next day was funny though. I was in so much of confusion and I actually did manage to ping her. Honestly, I felt so happy. I spoke with her for an hour and it was like I was flying on the air. But I am sad now. Really, I have already started to miss her when I don't actually know anything about her. She might be engaged or committed or even worse, she wouldn't just like me.

I am just keeping my fingers crossed. Now we talk a bit and hopefully I get to know more about her. But all I can say for now is that her smile is just awesome :)

God be with me! :)